We found a little house and have settled in fairly nicely. I had my first prenatal appt and I have several tests scheduled for the next couple of weeks. Because I am 36, and considered "high risk" they will test for genetic defects. That really makes me worried. It's hard enough to start over again and then to think I may have a "challenged" baby...geez, makes me sick to my stomach...again.
I had forgotten how windy it is here. I guess they don't call it the "Windsurfing capitol" for nothing. It sure isn't Southern California, they don't even have a Target!! I can't help but think I made a mistake coming back here. I know that I will need the support but...
The boys are adjusting slowly, what a shock this has been for them. Nick is already making the wrong kind of friends and I don't know what to do about it. I'm just the dumb old mom don't you know? Oh, the joys of parenting. And to think I am starting all over again! Somebody- smack me-
